I was recently directed to an article all about parenting and the Carpe Diem message many of us have received from a sweet Grandmother while waiting in line at the store with our cantankerous brood.
I was surprised to find that in many ways I totally disagreed with the author. If you know me at all, or follow my blog, you will know that I’m a realist. I write about the hard parts of parenting. I am brutally honest about the chaos of raising children. I don’t sugar coat, I don’t pretend it is all wonderful. And yet, I find myself agreeing with the Carpe Diem message of the sweet Grandma.
Perhaps my problem is that my definition of Carpe Diem allows for a bad day, or a bad week, or even a bad month.
Or maybe, it’s just a little life experience that has me nodding my head. Because children DO grow up so very quickly. Every moment is not awesome, but it is.
Let me explain. This last summer, my sweet friend died. All of a sudden. Out of the blue. Gone. Maybe you can Carpe Diem in heaven, I don’t know. But I know that if she had somehow lived, she would have Carpe’d the crap out of every single Diem she had.
It doesn’t make cleaning up puke any more glorious, or the laundry less tedious. Carpe Diem doesn’t mean life is beautiful and grand every second of every day. It means that you appreciate it. Appreciate snuggling with your sick child. Be grateful you can.
Because what if one day, you suddenly couldn’t? What if you no longer had the choice? What if there was no more Diem to Carpe?
And even if you live to a ripe old age, your children will soon be grown and gone. The babies that drive you crazy all day long will no longer need you. Their noise and mess and fighting will be replaced with an occasional phone call and visits.
Counting down the hours until bedtime or until Dad returns home will be replaced with a countdown until you see your kids and grandkids again.
Time will always pass, it is what you choose to do with it and the attitude you do it with that makes the difference in the long run.
Maybe, just maybe, Grandma knows something I haven’t lived long enough to fully understand.
Carpe Diem? Maybe I will.
In the last 4 years, we have lost 4, yes, 4 dear friends …
It shakes me to the core to think of their families, their young children growing up without them there each and every.
I read that post too, she is an awesome writer and I follow her blog … but this, this I relate too!
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I am so sorry for your losses. It is tough to lose someone, but watching their families without them is so painful. It really makes you rethink things.
Thank you and Amen!! Beautiful Post!!!
I’m pretty sure everyone saw that post. I loved it. It resonated with me at this time in my life. Her message helped me be less disappointed in my inability to find the good some days. My take away was to find the moments that shine and treasure those.
Your post is equally enlightening. Motherhood is a messy business. There are moments when I feel overwhelmed and under prepared. However, you’re right, these moments shouldn’t, and don’t, define my motherhood. The laundry, chaos and tears are just parts that make up the total experience. An experience that I imagine I will miss one day. Thank you for pointing out that finding the joy in even the most difficult of days is part of the wonder.
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Thank you for your comment. Motherhood is a messy business. It’s not easy. But I fear that too many merely “survive” and forget to enjoy the journey. I know I go to survival mode from time to time and I miss things. I just don’t want my children to grow up and regret not appreciating how equally joyful it can be.
You and I seem to think alike: http://nervousimpulses.wordpress.com/2012/01/20/carpe-diem/
Very well said, and I completely agree more. Though the fondness and appreciation when I’m in the thick of it is admittedly a trait I need to utilize more.
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Huh. Pretty right on with my post like this last week! I was very happily surprised to see support for this point of view, as I thought people might see me as crazy for disagreeing with her.
I thought the same thing. It’s been nice to see support from others who also disagree. Thanks for stopping by!
Oh just wait until you are a recent breast cancer survivor SAHM to 4 and long before you ever figured a mid-life-crisis would make every day a lesson in life-appreciation-of-the-crap-yr dealt. Loved the carpe diem rant that got the blogosphere all a twitter but the fact is that *author* really does not appreciate her mortality like the rest of us walking wounded do. Some of us know a little more about borrowed time.
I loved your POV. Im of the opinion when Grandma’s say ‘cherish these moments’ What they are probably saying is:
I wish I hadn’t been so stressed out when raising little ones, I wish I could have stopped and enjoyed the ride more, I want to tell you to enjoy the ride more.
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I read that and I agree with your take on it.
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